IDK WTF

When you are too steady, it becomes boring.

Oddly enough, the situation feels too comfortable but there is still something missing.

This is the point when I start making everything complicated because IDK WTF is wrong.

I screw things up and make fucked up decisions until I realize what I really want.

But until then, the messing up phase goes on and on and on...

...just like how it is now.

For now, I am a work in progress.

Sorry :(